my mind and my personality are slowly deteriorating i think

like last week i went to my friend’s for a barbeque and my little sister and her friends were there too because my friend’s little brother is her friend and stuff

and like i hung out with my friends and stuff and of course it was fun!! but omg we were sitting around with my sister’s friends and they watch anime and so i got into a heated discussion with them about anime and like ignored my friends for an hour and at the end i was happy but then at the same time i felt like an idiot i don’t think i’ll ever redeem myself